Paityn

Today I must talk about my greatest blessing in life!! Her name is Paityn, She is the best little thing ever. She is wild, and noisy, loud and naughty but I love it all about her. She is stubborn and knows exactly what she wants already at the age of three. I am not always paitent with her like I should be but I have really been working on it. She is my best little friend ever and I owe my life to her!!! She has saved me in so many ways and I feel that I will never be fully able to thank her for what she has brought to my life. A love and joy that I never thought was possible!! She makes me laugh and smile quite like no one else can. I love and adore this little girl more than anything on the earth!! I know that no matter what happens in this life I have her and her unconditional love!! So I want to say thank you Paityn, Thank you for loving me and letting me be your mommy!!! I will do my best to make sure that you always have the things that you need and want in life!! I LOVE YOU baby girl!!!

Douglas

My thankful blog today has to be about my wonderful husband!! I have been sick the last couple days and he has taken on helping me take care of Paityn so much! When I woke up this morning he had gotten her in the shower and had her dressed and had braided her hair!!! She looks like a doll!! I was amazed, at how good he could braid! He is so good to us and I am so thankful for him everyday!! I love him so very much and just wanted to take a min to tell him thank you for all that he does for us!!

The Holidays!!

For my thankful post today I have to say that I am thankful for the holidays and all of the fun and happy feelings that come with it!!! This time of year is by far my favorite time, Everything about it makes me just happy! I love the spirit of it all and all the memories that I have from when I was a little kid and all the traditions we had with my families, They were always fun and I loved being able to get together with my aunts and uncles and being able to play with all of my cousins. Another memory that I have and am so thankful for is the memory of my dad taking my sister and I out to dinner right around christmas and then we would go shopping for our mom and we always just had a good time together!! I hope now that I have my own family that I can continue some of these traditions with Paityn and Douglas!!

Thankful

Since this is my absolute favorite time of year I have decided to be a copycat and follow what my sister is doing on her blog every day of this month and post something that I am thankful for that day. Today I am going to post about my mom and the amazing women that she is. She has always been there for me and supported me in whatever weird or random thing that I was interested in in the moment. I have always been able to talk to her about what was going on in my life at the moment. She helped me more than anyone ever could when I had Paityn, She quit her job to stay home with Paityn while I went to work so that I didnt have to find a babysitter for her. I can never tell her thank her enough for everything that she has done for me in my life!! Mom you are the best mom a girl could ever ask for and I will always be so greatful to you for helping me so much!!! Your the best and I love you!!!

Ahhh married life!!!

So we have been married now for a little over 2 weeks and it has been so good!! Its going to take a little while for us all to adjust and get use to all living with each other. Paityn is going to take the longest to adjust, She has had a kind of hard time with being out here and not being able to see her mema and papa every day.. She misses them quite a bit!! She informed me and Doug the other day that we needed to buy her a baby motorcycle and a baby trailer to pull it on, and that she was going to ride it to Bear River to visit her mema and papa and that she would come back home in a couple of days hahaha oh this girl cracks me up the things that she says kill me!! She has become my little shadow out here every where i go she is right there with me, its kinda cute I feel like she needs me finally lol!! But all in all married life is going great and I have the best husband ever!! I am so thankful that he agreed to marry me :)

we are all a little mad.....

We are down to the final stretch of things, No more months or even weeks at this point. Strictly down to days!! 6, well almost 5 of them left until the big day!! I am still a little nervous and scared but in the midst of all the choas and craziness around me I feel at peace about it and am soooo excited to get to spend the rest of my life with the most amazing and wonderful man that I have ever met!! I am so thankful that I thought to email him when I did, He is the perfect match for me in every thing I do and I sometimes cant believe that he actually fell in love with me too... Dont get me wrong I am extremely happy that he did, Its just that it still feels like a dream most of the time and that things shouldnt be this good or this right this easily, But they are and I am loving every min of life right now!!! I get to marry the first guy that I ever had a real crush on growing up and the man that has become my best friend, the person that I tell everything too and know that he is always there for me!! He is my go to person when I have a bad day or something exciting to to tell, He is the person that I am meant to be with for the rest of my life and for eternity!! I simply LOVE this man!! I am so, so blessed to have the little family that I do and I love them more than anything in the entire world! The last week has been insane for me and not to mention more stressful than I would like right now, Mom fell down a week ago today and broke her knee and her finger and 2 knuckles on her hand so I have had to be the one taking care of her while still trying to make sure that everything gets done for this wedding. I dont really mind though, she has taken such good care of me my entire life that its the least that I could do for her. Well this is all that I have to say for know, I will probably not get on again before the wedding but I will get on again as soon as I can...

Soooo close!!!!

Oh my gosh, it seems like it will be forever to get to October 9th, but then in the next instance it seems like it is coming to fast and I cant breathe!! I have felt so overwhelmed the last week or so. I am so excited and I cant wait to be married to Douglas! But I am so nervous that I will suck at being a wife and will let him and Paityn down in some way. We have 18 more days until its official and I must say that I will be so very happy when the day is here and I will no longer have to talk about it or answer questions.. Paityn and I went out to Wendover last week for a week just to see where we were going to be living and meet Dougs friends out there. It wasn't quite as bad as I thought it would be after the initial shock wore off, I must admit though that I was bored out of my mind for the first couple days and cried as well, hopefully once I have all of my books and computer out there I wont be as bored and will be able to keep myself busy. Well thats all for now I will try to get on again before the wedding..