decisions....

Ok well to start things off, Yes Jake and I have broken up and are taking time to try to figure things out. Taking a step back and really looking at what our relationship was like and if it would be worth trying to fix and start over. Its been rough and I have felt like an emotional wreck the last few weeks. But its going to be for the best either way, or at least that is what I constantly have to keep telling myself. Jake was and is stillmy best friend and one of the sweetest guys that I have ever met. We just not be right for each other like we thought and it breaks my heart to have to admit that. He has been there basically every day for the last 8 months and has been so amazing to not only me but to my beautiful and amazing daughter!! More than anything I would like to thank Jake for teaching me alot about myself and showing me how much i can really handle and take in. No matter what happens you will always have a love in my life that no one will be able to replace!!! Im trying to stay positive and optimistic but it can get rough sometimes when I am alone, Since there is no need for me to be strong when I am alone right? Well wish me luck all as I try to figure my life out!!!