Ahhh married life!!!

So we have been married now for a little over 2 weeks and it has been so good!! Its going to take a little while for us all to adjust and get use to all living with each other. Paityn is going to take the longest to adjust, She has had a kind of hard time with being out here and not being able to see her mema and papa every day.. She misses them quite a bit!! She informed me and Doug the other day that we needed to buy her a baby motorcycle and a baby trailer to pull it on, and that she was going to ride it to Bear River to visit her mema and papa and that she would come back home in a couple of days hahaha oh this girl cracks me up the things that she says kill me!! She has become my little shadow out here every where i go she is right there with me, its kinda cute I feel like she needs me finally lol!! But all in all married life is going great and I have the best husband ever!! I am so thankful that he agreed to marry me :)

we are all a little mad.....

We are down to the final stretch of things, No more months or even weeks at this point. Strictly down to days!! 6, well almost 5 of them left until the big day!! I am still a little nervous and scared but in the midst of all the choas and craziness around me I feel at peace about it and am soooo excited to get to spend the rest of my life with the most amazing and wonderful man that I have ever met!! I am so thankful that I thought to email him when I did, He is the perfect match for me in every thing I do and I sometimes cant believe that he actually fell in love with me too... Dont get me wrong I am extremely happy that he did, Its just that it still feels like a dream most of the time and that things shouldnt be this good or this right this easily, But they are and I am loving every min of life right now!!! I get to marry the first guy that I ever had a real crush on growing up and the man that has become my best friend, the person that I tell everything too and know that he is always there for me!! He is my go to person when I have a bad day or something exciting to to tell, He is the person that I am meant to be with for the rest of my life and for eternity!! I simply LOVE this man!! I am so, so blessed to have the little family that I do and I love them more than anything in the entire world! The last week has been insane for me and not to mention more stressful than I would like right now, Mom fell down a week ago today and broke her knee and her finger and 2 knuckles on her hand so I have had to be the one taking care of her while still trying to make sure that everything gets done for this wedding. I dont really mind though, she has taken such good care of me my entire life that its the least that I could do for her. Well this is all that I have to say for know, I will probably not get on again before the wedding but I will get on again as soon as I can...