Bentlee

Bentlee

Sweet little Bentlee!

Sweet little Bentlee!




Wednesday, January 28, 2009

MY FIRST BLOG!!!

So here we go, my first blog experience! I figure its the least I can do considering how many nice things my beautiful girlfriend/best friend Emilee has said about me on here. Well mostly nice things that is... kidding babe! And about wearing the suit from Mama Mia at our wedding... If she actually let me wear that with my chest hanging out I'd wonder about her fashion sense and letting her plan anything else, then I'd have to take over and do it myself... yeah right! That could end in disaster. But on a more serious note I couldn't be happier with the decisions she has made so far! I know I could do a litte more but when it comes to all the details and small stuff like colors and flowers she is a pro! I just hope she knows that I'm more than happy to do whatever is needed. There's just so much I dont even know where to start! So just ask babe and I'll gladly do it. I cant express enough how much I LOVE this girl!!! Emilee and Paityn have brought a joy and happiness into my life that I never could have imagined. And I am so thankful for that, I couldn't ask for more.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

The winner takes it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The loser has to fall!!!! Ok so i totally have to agree with my sissy missy that mamma mia is probably one of the funnest movies ever to watch!!! You cant help but smile while watching it, not to mention sing at the top of your lungs!!! My favorites have to be mamma mia, super trooper and the winner takes it all!!!! I love that song!!! Meryl Streep is so cute and looks amazing when she sings that song. Not to mention that any girl who has been dumped by some loser guy knows all to well how true this song is! Especially the part near the end when she says "I dont wanna talk because it makes me feel sad, and i understand you've come to shake my hand. I apologize if it makes you feel bad seeing me so tense, no self confidence but you see the WINNER TAKES IT ALLLLLLLL, the game is on again a lover or a friend, a big thing or a small the winner takes it all!!!!!!!!!!!" (Yes i was singing that as i wrote it!!!)That song says it all, its ture and to the point and that it why it is my favoite!! Its such a good movie and makes me feel better whenever i watch it!!! Poor jake had to watch it last night while we were watching my brothers kids, he is such a good sport about everything. Im so lucky!! But he did get some sweet ideas for what he wants to wear to our wedding, lol he wants a white suit with his shirt unbuttoned like sky's at the end, what do ya think???? let me know hahaha!!!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

stupid fairytales!!!!

Ok so i have to the ask the question, Will it ever just be easy or go smoothly?!! Life that is, I am so sick of everything right now at this point!!! I hate my job, Jake confuses the hell out of me 99% of the time and i just really would like to know if its ever going to stop or get easier!!? I think i deserve it , maybe thats my problem is that i just want so badly to finally be really really fairy tale stupidly happy. Maybe thats just it maybe there is no such thing as a happy ending or happily ever after (lol if thats the case then i will be needing to change the name of my blog!!!) ok so maybe i am a little over emotional this week, but i still want my prince charming (that would be you jake!!) to sweep me off my feet and reassure me that i am without a doubt the princess in his fairytale!!! Honestly is that just way to much to ask for? I'm really hoping not but im really starting to have my doubts about all this fairybook romance and love story deal. If there is no such thing then paityn is going to start watching batman and xmen tomorrow!! Ok so i think that i am done crying and being a baby for the day!!! thank you all for letting me vent!!

Friday, January 16, 2009

getting to know you!!!

Ok so i thought for my first real official blog i would let all of you who may not know us that well get to know a little more about us.

PAITYN:
Is all girl!! she loves baribe and the barbie movies, if anything might involve a princess then she is all for it!
Oh if only life were really a musical, oh wait for paityn it is!! she constantly walks around singing at the top of her lungs. She loves to sing how does she know from chinchanted (enchanted), any song from any of the barbie movies, to any song she hears on the radio!!
Loves, loves, loves, her mema and papa!!! she love to spend time with them while i am at work, she has her papa right where she wants him and can do no wrong!!
She is my best little friend and i am so lucky to have been blessed with this precious and wonderful little girl, i would hate to imagine my life without her!!

Jake:
Is AMAZING!!!!! I love him so, so, much!! He is my best friend and i know that he will always be there for me no matter what!!!
He has such a big heart and has not only taken me in with all the love in his heart, but he is crazy about paityn and is so good with and to her!!! The feeling is mutual on paityn's part as well! she is always wanting to go to jakes.
Jake works at Hill Airforce Base and has a really good job there working on the jet engines.
He loves to work on things and is always fixing stuff up around his house!! (boy was i lucky to find such a handy man!!!)
He LOVES to go wheeling in his truck and take it up in the mountains or down to moab to rock climb!! He took me on a small one on our first date and i think i decided then that it was not for me! Jake comes from a family very similar in size to mine! He has four older brothers all that fall into the same age groups as my siblings and then Jake is the youngest, he has amazing parents that have done nothing but make paityn and i feel welcome into their family!! I love his family and am so lucky to have them.

And then there was me!! well if you havent figured it out yet, I am Emilee. I am 23 and work for RC Willey, is it my dream job? No, not by any means but it is a good place to work while i try to get my butt back in gear and get back into school!! I want to go into Psychology and evetually be a therapist of some sort. I had Paityn when i was 20 and no it might not have been the right time, and definately not with the right person (hahaha) but i would not take it back for anything in this world!! she changed my life so much for the better and i love that little girl more than anything!! I come from a family of seven, i have 3 older brothers who growing up were very typical brothers, but now that we are all grown are some of the best men that i know!!! I also have one older sister, who i love so freaking much!! she is my best friend!! I know that i can go to her over anything and she will be there for me, she might not always agree with my decisons but she will still be there to comfrot me and let me and paityn crash on her couch for the weekend (which i have done several times) most people go on vacations to escape reality, i run away to Pocatello hahahaha!!! All in all she is my hero and i look up to her in so many ways, she is so kind and strong, she has been dealt some unfair cards in life and she still manages to stay so positve!! she is awesome!!!
My parents are both great people, they have always been there to help me with whatever i needed and have stood by me and help me get through things when i thought for sure i wouldn't make it!! They are both so strong and have been the best parents that anyone could ever ask for!! I was very lucky to have been blessed with the awesome family that i have!! I love them all!!

Well i think thats about it, im sure that you will all come to learn so much more about us in the future, so hang on and enjoy the ride!!! :)

Thursday, January 15, 2009

WHATS YOUR WORD???

Your Word is "Love"
You see life as possibility to form deep connections with a few people.
Relationships are the center of your world, and you always take time to bond with those you love.

You are caring and giving. You enjoy helping those you love.
And when it comes to romantic love, you feel passionately ... even in a very long term relationship.

here we go......

Well ok so everyone i know has one of these now days, my mom, my sister, people i work with and several of my friends! So i figured why not, i have plenty of stuff to say from day to day!! I might as well have an outlet for it right!! well wish me luck!!! :)