getting there!!!

Wow where has the time gone!!?? August is over, I know this because the fair starts tomorrow and that is the signal of the end to another summer and the beginning to a new school year, and the start of fall!!! I LOVE fall time!! nothing makes me more happy than fall!! The cool crispness of the air and yet its still warm enough when it needs to be!! I love the colors and just the feeling that comes with this time of year, it always makes me so excited because it means that the holidays are soon to be coming not to far behind it!!! Not to mention that our wedding is in 44 more days!! I can not wait!! I am oh so excited to be able to spend the rest of my life with the man who has shown me what true love really is!!! I never really knew until him! I am sooooo thankful for Douglas and the true and unselfish love that he has brought into my life!! He means the world to me and I seriously have no idea how we went so long without being together!! Geez it only took us our whole lives to realize the perfect person for us was 2 blocks away!! Timing is a funny thing if you as me, but I honestly believe with my whole heart that we both had to go through everything we have in the last 10 years since we have been apart to be truely ready for the other and to be able to really appreciate each other!! I can say without a doubt in my mind that we are meant for each other!! He is my other half and the one person in this world that can make me feel complete and whole and not needing one other thing in this world than him and Paityn for the rest of my life!! So thank you Douglas! I cant wait to spend forever with you babe!! Anyways moving right along :) We went and picked up our engagement pictures today and they turned out AMAZING!!! I love them all so much (thanks to brad of course!!) picking the ones out that we want fot the anouncement will be hard! We also did that today, picked out our anouncements and Douglas also got fit for his tux top lol since he is only wearing half a tux!! But he looks awesome in it!! I must say I have one hot hubby!! But we are getting there everything is pretty much taken care of, now it just needs to be October 9th so we can make it official!!!

Nervous.....

So I have never dated let alone planned on marrying someone who's job I have ever considered a dangerous one. Well Douglas's job scares me to death!!! I am constantly worried when I dont hear something back from him for awhile and we had been texting or talking back and forth all day!! Maybe I am just a worrier but I just get so nervous and anxious, especially when I know he is going to arrest someone or gets calle out to go take care of some crazy person! I always make him promise me that he will be careful and safe!! Cuz I kinda am in love with this man and if anything ever happened to him I dont know what I would do!!! As I sit here writing this he is off arresting some kids that broke into a school,(yes even that makes me nervous,sure they are just kids but kids today are creeps!!!) But he just text me to tell me that he was done with them so i can breathe again!!! :) Call me whatever you want, But when you love someone this much you cant not worry about them!!!

Amazing!!!

So Friday afternoon Douglas came over and was hanging out, I had to run outside and talk to my mom and our visiting teacher. I knew that he had the ring in my truck since he had showed it to me earlier. So I decided that I was going to be sneaky and go get the ring out of the truck to show to my mom, well he had taken the ring out of the box and hid it from me!! (he knows me waaayyy to well!!! :)) Well he came outside a few min later after talking to my dad about weather it was alright with him if he proposed to me. He pulled me over to the front lawn and told me how much he loved me and that he wanted to spend the rest of my life with me!! He then got down on one knee and asked me to marry him!!!! Can I just say that it was the happiest freaking day of my life!!! He was made for me!! I could not have found a more perfect person for me in the entire world!! He is so calm and paitent and loves me so unconditionally!!! I have never ever been so happy before!!! I am the luckiest girl in the world to be able to spend the rest of my life with Douglas!!! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!!!! The date is set for October 9th!! After that Paityn and I will be moving to Wendover to be with him, He should be trasfered up here with in a year or so!!! I will keep you posted on whats going on!!