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Bentlee

Sweet little Bentlee!

Sweet little Bentlee!




Monday, September 21, 2009

Soooo close!!!!

Oh my gosh, it seems like it will be forever to get to October 9th, but then in the next instance it seems like it is coming to fast and I cant breathe!! I have felt so overwhelmed the last week or so. I am so excited and I cant wait to be married to Douglas! But I am so nervous that I will suck at being a wife and will let him and Paityn down in some way. We have 18 more days until its official and I must say that I will be so very happy when the day is here and I will no longer have to talk about it or answer questions.. Paityn and I went out to Wendover last week for a week just to see where we were going to be living and meet Dougs friends out there. It wasn't quite as bad as I thought it would be after the initial shock wore off, I must admit though that I was bored out of my mind for the first couple days and cried as well, hopefully once I have all of my books and computer out there I wont be as bored and will be able to keep myself busy. Well thats all for now I will try to get on again before the wedding..

2 comments:

  1. Oh, I feel for you Em!! I've been here for 16 years now, and it's still hard sometimes to cope with not being closer to my Family. It's a little different though, because Jason and his family are from here, so he has a ton of support from friends and family. Hang in there. It will only be for a brief moment and then you'll get to move closer to home. I on the other hand, will be here until I die. Yeah me!

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  2. You are so cute! I love the blogs, it is so good for a mother to see her children find the one they will spend their lives with. Thank you for caring for him so much. You will have a wonderful life!

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